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Wednesday, December 10, 2008

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I dreamed about you last night

It was a good dream, from what I could remember

We were drinking, and talking about life

Then I started to fall asleep as usual

But you didn’t mind, because you already know me

You already know that I really care

I tried my best to stay awake

But the booze got the better of me

After that I woke up

I tried to sleep again

So that I could come back and talk to you

But you were already gone

I really miss you

Like dry earth misses rain

Hope your doing well

And that you’re happy

Take care

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Wednesday, September 10, 2008

12am in the morning
wondering what you are doing
six months has already passed
can't believe its been that long

do you remember the conversations we had
how ridiculous and exciting they were
or how we have spontaneous plans
that ended up in the realization of our foolishness
life was exciting with you

we were such good friends
and yet we were more than friends
but could never be lovers

you gave me some of the best days of my life
and sometimes the worst days
and through that you have been a part of me
not just through history but also in humanity

the memory of your squirk still makes me smile
but most of the time, it makes me cry
realizing that my eyes would never see them again
knowing the reality is now reduced to a memory

my palm's still feels the smallness of your hands
those soft fingers that intertwine with my own
the feeling of peace within my self
yet the feeling of guilt within my spirit.

i still remember the day that we danced
how beautiful you look in the green dress that you were
how it reveals the smoothness of your back
and how we
sometimes feelings are hard to understand
and this was my case with you
i could never understand how i wanted you
and yet how i desire to detach you from my life

my heart still palpitates quickly as i remember
remember the days that we were together
those days of joyous

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Sunday, May 04, 2008

	not reality i opened my eyes, ans saw the ceiling i sat on my bed and stared on the wall so that i may regain reality you were there by my side sleeping so peacefully you were so pretty, even though you were drooling i kissed your cheek and step out of the bed and then i wake up
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Wednesday, August 29, 2007

	we life plays its cruel joke on us depression never leaves from birth to death we feel pain and suffering we long for something that we never knows and when we have it we never value it we never see what is important we only see what we want we're so fucked up
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Thursday, July 05, 2007

	.... longing to see your smiles longing to laugh with you once more let me experience life once more let me be with the people who made me happy let me be with my friends who gave me joy let me give my heart again let me feel how to love again let me experience it once more so that i may remember and never forget
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